Indonesians National Hero Day

Today is November 10th and it is the Indonesians National Hero Day. So, Happy Indonesians National Hero day to you all, specially for all of our hero who were (maybe) already in God's Palace now. I hope God can give a special place for them in the heaven. Me and my friends, the young generation, the future generation, promise we will give our best to this country. We will give our best to Indonesia. We respect our national heroes. Even though I am not attended LIA's class this evening, I still respect our national heroes. *What do you mean by that?? *I don't know LOL.

I went out from school at 4.30 PM. My LIA class started at 5, I thought that if I went there i wouldn't arrived on time. The roads was very busy. Cars everywhere. Yeah it is traffic jam, again. I would have been late if I had go to LIA after school today. Traffic jam is always be the main problem in the city. Too many cars, I myself don't know how to decrease traffic jam even though I've already think about it like hundred times, I still confused about the solution. People said that these two days traffic jam is caused by Obama's visit to Indonesia yesterday. Many roads closed down. Peoples are often stuck in the middle of traffic jam for like two hours.

For me, it is not just Obama who caused the traffic jam because it is already happen before Mr. President came here yesterday. Hey there Obama, i just wanna say welcome back to Indonesia, enjoy our foods, traditions, and scenery. I bet you like nasi goreng, sate, and bakso, aren't you? haha I know it from the national TV station yesterday. Once again, enjoy Indonesia! :)

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Everyday is special.

Something new always happen.

Today is today not tomorrow nor yesterday.

I've learned one lesson from what I had been done today. It is about my delaying things habit. Yes, you can call me a procrastinator. I always put things off. I don't like doing my homework. I prefer browsing the internet and watching TV than study or doing school assignment. So, what happen to me today is I got scolded by my teacher because when she was checking my book, the assignment that she gave me last week as a homework hadn't finished yet. She was angry and gave me bad affective mark. I am so sad and confused. My friends told me that if she angry and give you a bad affective mark, you won't passed the grade. Of course I don't want it happen to me. Then I decided to made all the assignment she gave me in 1 hour and collected it to her after the last hour of school. I am doing that assignment in Japanese language class. I got stressed and done that homework very fast. I didn't pay attention at the Japanese language's teacher. As a result, now I don't understand what was my Japanese teacher explain to my class today. I have to learn it by myself and that is sooooooooooo difficult gah-_-

Bersyukur

hey hey hari ini Jakarta Fashion Week loh di Pacific Place, tapi sayang banget gue gabisa dateng padahal mauuuuuuuuu banget dateng kesana :(. Dari kemaren sebenernya udah ngerencanain mau kesana sama Hilda dan Kezia, eh tapi ternyata mereka gak bisa. Terus ngajak Jenny, eh tapi ternyata malah guenya yang gak bisa. Masalahnya gw bingung kesananya mau naik apa. Dengan uang yang cuma ada selembar 50rb di dompet bisa mengharapkan apa coba ini? kemungkinan besar gue baru bakal dapet uang lagi baru hari selasa, jadi selembar uang ini harus cukup sampe besok, pusing ga tuh huah. Naik taxi itu pemborosan besar, naik busway ngga tau turunnya dimana, so?? yes, I'm stayin' at home huh. Jenny mah enak dianter orang tuanya, lah gue orangtuanya kan jauh gimana coba mau sama siapa gueeeeee hah :(. Jujur gue iri banget sama temen temen seumuran gue yang masih tinggal 1 rumah sama orang tuanya. Mereka kemana mana bisa sama orangtua. Uang yang ngatur juga orang tua. Banyak yang bilang jauh dari orang tua itu enak loh bisa bebas. Ngeeeek-.- itu salah besaar teman teman. Jauh dari orang tua itu gaada enak enaknya. Apa apa mesti sendiri. Orang tua itu gabakalan bisa terganti posisinya, mau sama siapakek. Tapi, setelah gue pikir pikir ada yang lebih gaenak dari gue. Dia udah bener bener ditinggalin ayah atau ibunya. Dan alhamdulilah ayah dan ibu gue sampe sekarang masih ada, seengganya gue masih bisa bicara dan denger suara mereka :]. Jadi sekarang gue mau nyoba lebih keras lagi buat ga sering ngeluh, jalanin semuanya sendiri karena suatu saat nanti kita juga bakal hidup sendiri. Semua yang ada di dunia itu gak ada yang sifatnya kekal. Jadi, bersyukurlah atas apa yang udah dikasih Allah SWT buat kita karena sadar gak sadar banyak orang yang masih belum seberuntung kita.

23rd October

I've missed so much thing on 23rd October. First, my best friend's 17th birthday and second is my cousin's birthday party. Oh man I'm sad and full of regret now. I should be in my cousin's house last night celebrating her birthday but I'm not. How fool I am.

October 19th

Halo hari ini kan tanggal 19 Oktober loooh haha terus kenapa? Yah gak papa sih sebenernya cuma mau ngasih tau kalo sebulan lagi gue 16 tahun yipiyuhuyeay! Oh ya hari ini temen gue juga ada yang anniv itu si amel sama tama hihi happy anniv ya kaliaaan longlast sampe kakek nenek ;) . Well, for no reason gue benar benar gak sabar 19 November dateng. Believe it or not ya gue udah bikin wishlist buat tanggal 19 November nanti. Jadi gue harap tanggal 19 nanti bakal jadi hari yang menyenangkan buat gue ya amin.

Dream dream dream

Gak tau kenapa tapi gue pengen banget sekolah di luar negri. Itu hal yang gue impi impikan sejak gue SMP. Sampai akhirnya gue lulus smp dan masuk sman di Jakarta. Seleksi AFS udah gue coba dan ternyata bukan jodoh. Lalu gue coba daftar ASEAN Scholarship via online, dan Alhamdulilah gue dipanggil buat ikut seleksi pada bulan Agustus kemarin di Hotel Mulia Senayan. Tapi sampai sekarang pihak MOE belum juga ngasih kabar apa apa ke gue dan itu artinya gue tidak lolos seleksi :( . Padahal gue udah mimpiin banget dapet beasiswa itu huhu. Nah terus tadi baca majalah Hai tentang kenapa kuliah di eropa. Setelah gue baca tentu makin tertarik lah gue buat kuliah di luar negri nantinya. Terus gue tanya ke tante gue dan kata tante gue kuliah di luar negri biayanya lebih murah daripada di sini. Tapi untuk satu tahun pertama mungkin yang berat dan butuh uang banyak untuk hidup. Selanjutnya enggak. Jadi papah dan mamah cuma perlu siapin duit buat hidup gue nantinya di 1 tahun pertama itu. Tapi gue mikir lagi deh, ekonomi keluarga gue pas pas an, kakak gue nanti barengan masuk kuliahnya dan itu berarti beban berat banget buat orang tua gue, mungkin gak ya gue bisa ngelanjutin kuliah di luar negri? I hope so. Gue gak mau ngebebanin orang tua gue, tapi ini impian gue banget gimana dong. Pas mau masuk SMA aja gue udah salah pilih. Padahal gue udah keterima di Al-Azhar sama Stella Duce 2 Jogjakarta tapi gue sekarang masuk sman karena ngalah sama kakak gue. Stella Duce sebenernya udah beli baju dan bukunya, udah nyiapin kos juga malahan. Tapi pertimbangannya banyak dan bikin gue bingung, entah kenapa gue malah menolak Stella Duce itu dan gue sepertinya sekarang m e n y e s a l. Yah seperti biasa penyesalan selalu datang di akhir. Kenapa kenapa kenapa? No answer. Padahal penyesalan itu gak ada gunanya dan mungkin malah merugikan bagi gue karena penyesalan itu membuat gue patah semangat dan jadi orang yang sangat malas serta tidak bersyukur. Jadi gue sekarang lagi mencoba untuk meninggalkan rasa menyesal gue itu dan mencoba menikmati pilihan gue ini. Bye regret. So, intinya gue gak mau nanti salah pilih lagi pas kuliah. Mom, Dad.. it's now about my future, please give me a chance and support me. I love you mom, I love you Dad :)

Main Ayunan :D

Yihaaa main ayunan di labot sama tiwi kemaren pas libur lebaran di sorowako. Here are some pictures of having fun in labot (y)

Random banget yah-,-"a abisnya gak tau mau post apa hwhw

From Sorowako with Smile :)

Senangnyaaaaa lebaran kemarin ke Sorowako ketemu naru my best best best best best best friend ever dan yang lainnya. Main basket, Berenang, Makan Bakso, BukBer, Jalan Jalan, Ke danau ujan ujan hahahaha mau lagi mau lagi deh kesana uuuu. Oh ya, nih beberapa hasil hunting gue disana (not the real photo hunting i mean) cekidot lah ;D

New Look!

halo halo. Gue baru ganti layout loooh. Is it better? Sepertinya sih better. Soalnya layout yang kemarin simpel banget. Yang sekarang menurut gue lebih cool B) dan menarik. Tapi sayangnya ini pake html dan classic punya jadinya gak bisa menikmati fasilitas fasilitas blogger yang baru seperti follow follow sama kasih makan ikan (LOL). Kalau mau follow blog ini gimana caranya ya? huaaaa anybody know how to do it? cause really I don't have any idea, lol. Selain layoutnya baru, lagunya juga gue ganti jadi Alejandro. Cool huh B). I just love that song in my new layout.

"Disaat gue lagi butuh semuanya, semua itu pergi seakan akan gue udah punya cukup banyak dan gak butuh lagi.."

#405

room 405, contains 20 people inside it every Monday and Tuesday evening. That's my english class :). And we have spent our evening time every Monday and Tuesday from 5 'till 7 for a year. First, they were just nobody. Then, they were friends even best friends. But now, they became FAMILY. They are now my other family. They make me feels comfortable when i'm with them. They can give me back my spirit when i feel broke inside. They makes me happy when i'm sad. They even have replaced that boy i've tell you before in my heart. Well, i think the boy likes other girl, not me. So, i just tryin to forget him :)
Anyway, my new family has cheer me up in class. They make me forget that boy. Thanks God, you've met me with them. I am very thankful to You :) I wish we can always be in this same class until we finished the top level in english course.
I heart you 405, keep making me smile and shining :D

hey miracle, please come to me tomorrow

heeeey all I need now is a miracle. This is still about that boy. Well, last Wednesday, i went home together with him. That is so unexpected you know? And you must know how happy I am and how fast my heart beating at that time. I ask him, where is his house, and I ask him some friends of mine that he might know. We just chat a little, cuz i don't know what i'm gonna ask anymore. I really don't have any idea for what to be talking about at that time. And I regret that, that was my mistake :(. As the bus came, we are separated. He was in the first bus, and I am in the second bus.
I hope this will happen to me again tomorrow. Please God, I beg You. I want to have a little chat with him again. I want to go home together with him. please please give me miracle please :)

Random Tought

well, someone is distracting my world now. haha funny little things that i don't like. not because its dangerous, or it is old story or something else. its just because this thing is bother me. this some kind of feeling. you know its teenage problem. everybody knows. when this thing come, me, as a teenager couldn't do anything. i don't have any idea how i suppose to treat this thing. welcoming this into my life, it is very hard to me you know? it is like changing my habit. it is like changing my life. it is like changing my day. but not in the bad way. it is in the different way. it makes everyday feels worried about. it makes me happy every time i think of this. he makes me always wants to see him. he makes me think of him in every second. he makes me my heart beat faster when he is in front of me and talk to me. he makes my heart feels very hurt when he walk with other people. oh god i really don't have any idea what this is about. or is this what people used to call as love? oh noo, if yes, so maybe i hate that i love you. i hate this kind of feeling. this is what distract my concentration. why did you do this to me? i don't wanna think about you anymore. i don't wanna hurt anymore. :)

Despicable ME!

Kemarin nonton film Despicable ME di Blitz Pacific Place. Gak nyesel lhooooooooooooooo. Walaupun kartun tapi bagus ceritanya. Ada pesan pesannya gitu deh. Gak kayak film sekarang yang kebanyakan gak bagus buat anak kecil. Yah walaupun gue udah tergolong remaja, tapi gue prefer film yang dibuat untuk anak anak. Kenapa? soalnya ya itu tadi, film anak anak tuh lebih keren kalo menurut gue, soalnya ada pesan pesannya gitu. Kaya film yang satu ini nih, Despicable ME!

Ini film ceritanya tentang pencuri kelas atas gitu deh. Namanya Mr. Gru, dia itu bisa dibilang pencuri profesional. Dia nyuri juga gak asal nyuri, tapi pake alat alat aneh gitu. Dia ceritanya bersaing sama penjahat satu lagi namanya Victor. Terus ada 3 anak yatim namanya Margo Edith sama Agnes mereka diadopsi sama Mr. Gru. Tadinya Mr. Gru ngadopsi mereka cuma buat nipu si Victor itu doang, eh tapi Margo, Edith, sama Agnes nganggep Mr. Gru udah kaya ayah kandung sendiri. Dari situ Mr. Gru akhirnya belajar jadi ayah yang baik dan sayang sama anak kecil.

waaaaaaaaaaa pokoknya harus nonton lah filmnya biar lebih jelas lagi hehehehe :D

New Haircut :D

hari ini nggak sekolah loooooooooooh. nahlo? malah bangga kan haha.

Tadi pagi bangun bangun udah jam 8 aja, dan berarti udah telat sekolah. Daripada kena hukum atau dapet poin mendingan gausah masuk sekalian kan, lagian belajar juga belum efektif. Jadilah hari ini saya tidak masuk sekolah huahahaha. Selain mantengin laptop, hari ini gue potong rambut looooooooh yiha! Jadi tadi pas lagi bosen dan bingung mau ngapain selain online, gue teringat perkataan mbak-mbak stylist di sebuah salon di kelapa gading. Jadi waktu itu kan ceritanya gue lagi mau ngeblow rambut, terus dapet stylistnya dia. Nah waktu ngeblow rambut katanya "rambut kamu ujung ujungnya kusut nih terus rusak, nanti kalau ada waktu dipotong aja biar bagus" gue: oh gitu ya mbak, tapi sayang ah kalo dipotong, pengen manjangin rambut soalnya. Terus kata mbak itu "justru kalo gak dipotong, gak bakal panjang, soalnya udah mati ini rambutnya" gue: oh gitu yaa, yaudah nanti dipotong deh.

Dan karena gue sendiri sadar diri laah, gue juga merasakan rambut gue yang udah bentuknya gak jelas, kering, bercabang, patah patah pula. Aduh parah deh ya pokoknya. Nah pada saat itu juga gue akhirnya membulatkan tekad buat pergi ke salon buat potong rambut. Padahal sebenernya males juga, tapi kalo dipikir pikir mau kapan lagii. Besok ada ekskul, minggu uji tampil di lapiazza, senin sampe jumat sekolah pulang sore banget. Keburu jadi sapu lah rambut gue yakan? haahaha.

Sempet bingung juga mau dipotong kaya gimana tadi di salon. Tapi akhirnya semua gue pasrahin deh sama stylishnya. Gue bilangnya terserah deh mau diapain rambutnya yang penting cocok dan gak pendek pendek amat ya. Dan tadaaaaaaaaa hasilnya lumayan bagus lhoooooooo. Sayang belum ada fotonya sih, pertama lagi ga mood foto, kedua males mindahin fotonya juga nanti ke laptop :( sorry readers.

Anyway, sepulangnya dari salon gue tunjukin deh tuh ya rambut baru ke eyang gue. Dan komentarnya : nah ini lhoo yang eyang mah maksud dari dulu, kenapa nggak diginiin aja daridulu rambutnya, kan lebih rapi, daripada kayak kemaren nggak terurus gitu...... dan blah blah blah. Padahal intinya eyang gue cuma mau bilang bagus eh malah diceramahin deh aaaaaa-,-"