My Personal Andes: XL Future Leaders Surabaya Class Batch 3

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We've been through a lot. And here we are, graduating together, our ties to one another grew stronger every day.

Life After Covid19 Pandemic

Unlike the usual Sunday, today I woke up early. Managed to clean the house and finish house chores at 9 AM somehow feels good. Turns out waking up early in the morning can change how everything else goes the whole day. While washing my clothes I heard Deka's live session in his friend's Instagram account discussing about 'The Great Lock-down'. The session was insightful. That made me thought about how life will be after Corona pandemic? Will we all change the way we live? and some also have thoughts that this pandemic is a way out from globalization. 

I am planning to go to the Netherland this December with my Aunt and she said that if by September the situation gets better, we don't need to reschedule. Then I asked how is the current situation there? Is the new number of case still rise or is it decreasing already? And how about the mortality rate? is it also increasing or decreasing already? She said the trend is getting better now. New confirmed case decreased and mortality rate followed the trend. The government will end lock-down in May, yet social distancing keeps going on. People will have to live their life with social distance principles.

Not only in Holland, I think all of the other Countries including Indonesia will also be that way. We will change the way we live. We will reduce social activities in the sake of public health. Because as Deka said in his IG live session, we are facing 2 big problems at the same time now. Public health and economic crisis. Of those two big issues, one that need to be solved first is definitely the health issue.

When in Ciwidey

One Team. One Dream. It's Time!

When you grow up...

"Ga jadi daftar beasiswa tahun ini?"

"Engga.."

"Loh kenapa?! Mundur lagi. Mundur mundur terus."

"Banyak hal-hal tak terduga ternyata." 

"Sayang ih padahal kan pas kalo daftar tahun ini juga baru berangkatnya tahun depan."

"Iya.. gapapa..." 

When you grow up.. life is not always about you and your ambition. It's about your parents.. who are also growing older. They who gave 2/3 of their life taking care of you, feeding you, buying you useless toys, paying your school, thinking about your future. They who worked day and night to make you happy, to see your smile blooming in your face. How could you not thank them by giving love as big as what they have for you?

It's about your sibling whose body immune were not as strong as yours cause you were born too fast, consuming all the nutrition he needed to build a strong immune system. He's so fragile that he can suddenly be in a hospital needed extra treatment from the doctor. How could you sit still doing nothing? There's no way I'll still prioritize myself in this condition. I'll put my family first and leave my ambition for a while.

But as Martin Luther King Jr. once said in his speech "I say to you today, my friends, though, even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream."

Kemana Hujan Hari Ini?

Gong Xi Fa Cai! Selamat imlek bagi yang merayakan. Selamat menikmati satu hari leyeh-leyeh dan liburan bagi yang kecipratan.

Imlek identik dengan hujan. Katanya kalau hujan turun saat imlek tandanya rezeki setahun kedepan bakalan lancar. Dan memang betul, tahun tahun sebelumnya kalau imlek pasti turun hujan. Hujan deres bahkan. Imlek tahun lalu pas lagi liburan ke Sumba. 4 hari 3 malem cuaca terang benderang kecuali pas imlek. Hujan turun deress banget, padahal waktu itu agendanya kita lagi di Danau Weekuri yang super duper indah. Disaat hujan dan mendung aja ini Danau masih belum kehilangan pesonanya, kalau cerah dijamin juara ini pemandangannya.

NAH yang mau gue bahas kali ini adalah... hari ini udah siap siap mau menyambut hujan, dengan cara ga keluar rumah atau kalaupun keluar mau bawa payung dan jas hujan. Tapii udah ditungguin sampe siang mendungnya ga dateng dateng, hujan tak kunjung tiba. Sore... sampai malam pun belum juga datang. Baiklah mungkin memang belum jodoh sama hujan-.- Ada yang bilang kalo kita sangat menginginkan sesuatu justru hal itu akan semakin jauh, tapi kalau kita biasa-biasa aja justru hal itu dateng sendiri hmm mungkin ini berlaku juga buat hujan yang sangat diharapkan hari ini.

Ketika berharap.. hujan atau apa pun itu, dalam hidup, harus siap untuk kecewa juga. Karena harapan berbanding lurus dengan kekecewaan. Bukan berarti tidak boleh berharap dan lantas kehilangan harapan dalam hidup, lebih kepada mempersiapkan diri untuk hal seburuk mungkin yang akan terjadi. Karena ga semua hal akan sesuai dengan ekspektasi kita, dan kekecewaan akan muncul ketika ekspektasi tidak diimbangi dengan realita.

Gue pernah dikasih tau konsep reframing. Dengan reframing, kita mengubah cara berpikir kita menjadi sudut pandang lain. Mungkin seperti khusnudzon atau berbaik sangka kali ya (cmiiw). Jadi kalau hari ini hujan belum datang, mungkin karena ia sedang sibuk, ada tempat lain yang lebih membutuhkannya hari ini. Mungkin besok ia akan kembali.. mungkin juga tidak. Tunggu saja. Kalaupun ia tak kembali, berarti ada sesuatu yang lebih baik yang akan datang. Matahari misalnya :)

Mood Swing

Dalam diam 

Ada luka yang tertawa riang

Dan 

Hening yang menangis terlalu dalam

Ribuan cahaya hilangkan gelap 

Menatapmu 

Tak kuasa 

Ku terserap

-Tiga Pagi- 

Mood swing hits me hard for the past 2 weeks, or maybe more. Kadang ngerasa seneng banget, bersyukur, kadang pun ngeluh ga karuan, sedih, kesepian, ngerasa kayak paling ga beruntung, terus tiba tiba besoknya bersyukur lagi, nyadar kalo lagi lebay. Alhamdulillah.

Banyak hal yang belum bisa aku pahami. Hal-hal sederhana yang belakangan menjadi rumit.

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